I know everytime i said im prepared and expected the worst already but actually my heart is feeling the pull and pressure kinda feeling.
cos im afraid that i will never have a bright future
im afraid to be poor
im afraid to be jobless in future
im afraid that i will not be able to provide my family in future
im afraid that i will disappoint my love ones
im afraid that i didnt met my goals
im afraid about EVERYTHING.
However, there's nothing i can do right now. whats done already done. So be it the result, i have nothing to say but to accept it cos afterall i have already give in my best shots. no regrets.
Frankly, i would not wanna go ITE. the environment and the people there is so different, i cant accept. however, if i have to go there i will or in fact must adapt. all in the name of myself and my character.
Currently, i can only cross my fingers that my result will allow me to continue and able to convince myself that i am ready to take up Os. cos i dont wanna landed up in the situation where i cant go anywhere and back to square one, ITE, again.
On a side note, good luck to every candidates in Singapore <3~
Enough of my emo nemo-ish.
anyways, CHRISTMAS is COMING and SOON to NEW YEAR!
(time doesn't wait for us, we gotta catch it and manage it)
I have yet to go for Christmas present shopping, will prolly do it next week since im leave with no working slot!
Dolls please stay tuned. xoxo
P/S: I'M A STRONG GIRL REGARDLESS IT'S IN PHYSICAL TERM OR MENTAL TERM.
Dolls please stay tuned. xoxo
P/S: I'M A STRONG GIRL REGARDLESS IT'S IN PHYSICAL TERM OR MENTAL TERM.
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